First Interview

Today i've went for interview with 3 of my lovely friends Ah Woo, Sam, and Elaine at Pavilion The Loaf Bakery where we have chance to meet Chef Yukichi Matsubara who is one of the 100 famous chefs. I was so proud to sit infront of him and able to have a chat with him face to face. Although all the while i was very anxious, but we did have a nice chat. The session is not long but in that short period he did influenced my view about baking. I can feel the sincere and the true heart from him towards baking which that's what i want in myself. Yes he is right, this field is low in salary and it's tough. I knew it. I've considered about that before i've change my career from an account clerk to a baker. I made my choice and i do not regret. That is what i want and what i like =). No job is easy if you want to do the best.
Sad that they just need 2 of us. I know my chance of getting the job is very slight because do not deny that i feel i'm the most unskillful among 4 of us. To be true i hope my friends will get the job because it's a very good bakery that we can learn a lot from there. And i believe they can perform better than me. I'm so excited and glad to gain such experience from the interview =D and i really enjoy it! It was a funny and wonderful time in the whole journey especially when filling up the job application form and answering the math questions together haahah!! Appreciate it no matter which of us will get the job ;) Good luck guys!

2nd Sem's Study Week Has Come!! Let's Another Brand New Day Begin? =p

Scary thing... =.="

Omg!!! Time really passes fast! Can't believe today is the first day of my second sem's study week! The mode is totally different from last sem heheee.. (worrying worrying!). My concentration has decrease rapidly...hahaha... =( My friends even invite me to go for badminton and i accepted his invitation without ponder ~.~ Luckily the plan is failed.
Shame to say i went to wet market only after i studied for 1 and a half hour >.<" Why i never thought of going there in the normal day??? Human...lolz... I bought 3 new bakery books from a little chinese book store and met 2 new friends who were the owner of the store. The uncle & aunty were so kind that they gave me lots of discount and we had a nice chatting session =D I promised them that i will bake some cake for them in future (now when thinking back hmm... abit worry that i'll failed to do so) Too bad that i never brought my Tiramisu cake along =( Argh!! 3p.m.!! Nononoo...gotta start my revision! Haha!! Gambateh to all my classmates!!!

Ya! That's the book i suppose to study now >_<"

My new collections! Yeah!!!

Missing Tears

It's been awhile i've stop writing blog. Abundance of trobles occured between the period brings me to unfamiliar places. There were dark, cold, and scary... i'm lost...again... The feeling is all coming back to me just in a sudden. It's suffering... Yes, i'm trying so hard to recover from the wound. I've tried so hard... I've lost that feeling, i've lost my tears until this moment even though how bad things happened on me. I thought i managed to go though my passed. But now i'm confuse... There is something i just can't forgive myself... i'll never forgave myself... Everyone have to responsible for what they had done. Dear God, is it the time has come for you to test me? God... you believe in me that i can face it now? Thanks for giving me another chance... I knew you always love us much. Today i had made my decision. No matter what will be the outcome, i will not regret. I have my life back and i do not want to lose it again...Thanks God.

Mount Kinabalu Aim! (7th-17th Apr 09)

Waltson brought a good news for us today! Finally we've got the chance to visit his hometown Sabah and climb Mount Kinabalu!!! I'll be joining for sure! Horray!! I'm so excited that i had already done some research about it =p Here it goes...

The summit of Mt. Kinabalu is known as Low's Peak which height at 4,095 metres. It is the fourth tallest mountain in Southeast Asia and also the 20th highest peak in the world! Now i know that...ehehe... Refer to Sean, we need about 2 days and 1 night to reach the peak (omg...i doubt whether i can make it or nope! Guys if you really planned to go please do make it asap, sobzz... as you guys know my bones are getting brittle and soon will become gray hah!!) But for the infomation that i've got, the oldest person to reach the peak was 80 years old! I do not want to lose to an old man!!! Oh man... .... This is the best page that i found out where you can get almost any info. you would like to know about Mt.Kinabalu, do enjoy it =)

http://www.mount-kinabalu-borneo.com/index.html

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This pic look challenging for me!

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This is even worst =.="!!

What did made me headache the most was "MONEY MONEY MONEY~" lolz! This is the roughly expenditure that we need for the trial :

• Air ticket if we managed to grab the 0% rate promotion price then it would be RM160 for 2 ways p.p.
• Park entry fee - RM3 p.p.
• Climbing permit - RM30 p.p.
• Insurance - RM7 p.p.
• Guide fee - RM70 to RM100 (the actual cost depends on the number in the group and which route is used)
• Transport to (and later, from) Timpohon Gate where the climbing path properly begins from the entrance about 5km - RM4 p.p.
• Accommodation on the mountain - RM188 to RM288 (Inclusive compulsory 5x meals)
• Extra RM100 for some optional fees

The maximum outlay forecast is about RM600 p.p. (swallowing my saliva >_<") I understand that RM600 for us as a student is really a big amount, six hundred... uhh...! But i'm still hoping all of us will have the ego to do it! I've already planned to earn the money back during the rest of the 3 months holiday heh! Money is not the problem! I can gain it back by hardwork =D Most important is the experience that i'll gain on the trip and grasp the opportunity to climb Mt.Kinabalu at least once in my lifetime? I extremely hope to spend my holiday on extraordinary activities with you guys and create mountain of sweet memories among us ;)

Will we managed to land on the peak and spend an unforgettable days within the magnificent sceneries of Gunung Kinabalu together? It must be joyful!

My Journey in Bali...

It's been a long while i'm thinking of how to present this post. It was a precious experience & journey that i've got. Time just passes too fast... it's been one week since i've back from Bali. This trip is really undescribable. Hmmm.... really can't figure out any way to express my feeling for Bali. Thanks for all my friends that who missed me so much when i'm not here =) Too bad that i couldn't share my happiness with you guys but for my advise, you must visit Bali!
This is the first trip that i'd passed and enjoyed it in a different way, compare with others places that i had visited. Maybe it's because of the growing age, i start to see things differently. The trips before, i only know spending my time for those hmm... pointless activities? (shopping...eating...sightseeing...ah boring!). Along this trip, i managed to make friends with Bali's citizens and tourists. I've learned a lot from them, get to know their culture, daily life style, feels their thinking and feeling, having a lot of funs with them by explored the places, activities, stuff... that you will never knew for a short period visitor. It's just feel like we are a family! Ah~ i really miss the place... =)
I guess it's preferable to explore yourself than following tour guild. The time will be more flexible, thus you can plan and organize to do things that you like rather than to acquiesce halfheartedly in the guild's schedule =). For those who've planned to visit Bali, you made the right choice and bon voyage!! =D

~*SWEET MEMORIES*~

"080808" Bejing Olympics!

Today is a wonderful day! 08/08/08, what a remarkable date it is... :) Did you make today a special day for you to remember? When will i meet such a lovely date again? 08/08/88? lolx... If i am that lucky to live for another 80 years maybe ehehe!

Today is the grand opening day for 2008 Beijing Summer Olympics as well!!! Too bad that i do not have a channel TV to watch the live show!! SOBZZZ It's real sad... :( (Maybe i've just need to wait for another 4 years to watch the next olympic live as my friend said so hah! But it's true, we won't know what will happen in the next second) Anyhow, i can still feel the excitement of it! Everyones are non-stop talking about it at everywhere! Almost every restaurants are showing the program =D I'll support the olympic by keeping track of the news and events as often as i can! I love sports a lot XD

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See! This briliant National Stadium is designed by Herzog & DeMeuron (Swiss) and China Architecture Design Institute. It's in 10,000sq.m. size and consist of 91,000 seats!!! Incredible!

The stunning scene during the opening ceremony @.@...how i wish i could be there and cheer with all the fans together! It must be great and make you feel energetic!! Horray! Horray!! =D

I'm Getting Fatter & Fatter!!! Wuaaa...

My weight increase rapidly after joined this baking course =.=" I gained 5kg in just a few months and this is my heaviest weight i ever had in my life until now! (hope that i won't create another new record >.<") I have made an analysis to determine what is the actual cause for this incident lolz...

1. Non-stop eating products and edible ingredients while baking in practical class (i really love those breads which just carried out from the oven! It's unresistible!!!)
2. Having just too much bread ><" (we bake 3 kinds of bread and mostly 3 kinds of cake in 1 week @.@ shame to say most of them i'll finish eating it by myself...helpless...)
3. Meals time not fixed
4. Having dinner after 10pm for 6 days per week
5. Having light breakfast, heavy dinner! doh!!
6. Sleep late (normally will get to bed on 4-6am, trying hard to adjust my life into normal mode now :p)
7. Sleep right after meal (for quite frequent)
8. Sit for too long in front of pc. (about 5-6 hours a day) causes all the fat accumulated on lower part of the body >_<"
9. Lack of exercises (only once a week for badminton, cycling everynight for a short distance)
10. Take numbers of snacks in midnight
11. Having meals as my wishes, never considered about the nutrition of food
12. Love fat products a lot such as chocolate, ice-cream, milk, cheeseeee...yummy!!!
13. Won't feel full although just finished my main dish which are quite big in portion (omg..)
    

Woow... What a mountain problems that i've got!!! But the most serious problem is i do not have the determination to control my bad eating style... i never really planned to change it...

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But these few days i start to feel the difficulties of a fat person (shudder to think!) I'm getting tired easily when i walk especially when going up stairs! Even if i just stand on the same position for sometime i'll feel like i'm carrying 100kg of stones...sobz... My reaction is getting slower too when play badminton. Somemore, when i'm sitting for a period on chair it'll cause my leg get paralysed >.<" i never had this feeling before... My appetite has improved! My mouth just can't stop finding something to bite on! (fainted..lolz) Things are getting worst!!! Most of my trousers and jeans already cannot fit my size... After noticed all these major occurrences, i start to worry, and now only i planned to control myself hahahahaha... Hmm...hope i manage to do it and everything will be back to normal or getting better soon! =p