2nd Sem's Study Week Has Come!! Let's Another Brand New Day Begin? =p

Scary thing... =.="

Omg!!! Time really passes fast! Can't believe today is the first day of my second sem's study week! The mode is totally different from last sem heheee.. (worrying worrying!). My concentration has decrease rapidly...hahaha... =( My friends even invite me to go for badminton and i accepted his invitation without ponder ~.~ Luckily the plan is failed.
Shame to say i went to wet market only after i studied for 1 and a half hour >.<" Why i never thought of going there in the normal day??? Human...lolz... I bought 3 new bakery books from a little chinese book store and met 2 new friends who were the owner of the store. The uncle & aunty were so kind that they gave me lots of discount and we had a nice chatting session =D I promised them that i will bake some cake for them in future (now when thinking back hmm... abit worry that i'll failed to do so) Too bad that i never brought my Tiramisu cake along =( Argh!! 3p.m.!! Nononoo...gotta start my revision! Haha!! Gambateh to all my classmates!!!

Ya! That's the book i suppose to study now >_<"

My new collections! Yeah!!!

Missing Tears

It's been awhile i've stop writing blog. Abundance of trobles occured between the period brings me to unfamiliar places. There were dark, cold, and scary... i'm lost...again... The feeling is all coming back to me just in a sudden. It's suffering... Yes, i'm trying so hard to recover from the wound. I've tried so hard... I've lost that feeling, i've lost my tears until this moment even though how bad things happened on me. I thought i managed to go though my passed. But now i'm confuse... There is something i just can't forgive myself... i'll never forgave myself... Everyone have to responsible for what they had done. Dear God, is it the time has come for you to test me? God... you believe in me that i can face it now? Thanks for giving me another chance... I knew you always love us much. Today i had made my decision. No matter what will be the outcome, i will not regret. I have my life back and i do not want to lose it again...Thanks God.