Never "Grow Old"

I was bringing my mom to have breakfast. En route, I saw an about 2 years old child walking unstably accompanying by his mom beside (cute...). A long the road are stalls selling baby's clothes and toys. The baby put 100% focus on those fancy stuff hah! We (except the child) noticed there's a curve in front of the road. The mom keep on asking his son to focus on the road while walking, but the child just can't resist for what he is seeing! He stepped on the curve and nearly fall down. Certainly, her mom managed to hold him seens three of us (both the baby's & my mom & me) already on standby to snatch him started when he getting nearer and nearer to the curve lolz!
The incident brought out a thought in me. I saw us (as an adult) in this child. We just can't resist every fancy stuff and attraction around us whether it's good or BAD for us. We always get in troubled because of these thing just like the child totally forgot to watch out his direction. Luckily he got his mom beside him. But we won't always be that lucky to have a "rich" person who will help us when we have difficulties.
Hehe... i admit that shopping is one of my uncontrollable bad habit and i developed it in the early of this year...sobz! When i saw clothes that i love! I'll confirm buy it without ponder if it does not exceed my budget (hehe! won't tell you the figure). I prevent to visit any shopping mall ><" If i couldn't see then i will not think of it. This is the best way i can figure out to control myself for now =p Window shopping is suffering!!! LOL... Feel people must always stay alert and know what we are doing. The hardest thing is to control ourselves but that is the only way we can prevent most of the troubles...

Time Is Running Out...

I have not enough time. Realize that i have not enough time to complete what i want to do for this life... Suddenly got to know the feeling of someone who had critical health problem :( There is no way to describe the pain of them... This world is real cruel and we have no choice but to accept it. I appreciate everything that i've own especially my family and friends. Human are strange...we will never noticed the importancy of the thing or the person that we have until the moment we lose it... Can't deny that i'm cherishing all the momeries that are passed. I treat them as my precious for both happy and sad. There are persons that i do not like, but i will never hate a person. i know no one is perfect in this world. We are learning from each other. That is why i always find the pro's of everyone. I believe no matter how terrible is the person, there must be at least a good thing in him and there must be something that i can learn from him. I had been betrayed by my friend before and it really made me feel disappointed. However, i still choose to trust and treat all my friends with a heart full of love. There are really too much things i wanted to learn!! Feel that i will never catch up others... But i really enjoy the learning journey as far as i went through till now :) Life is a miracle (sweet!) Hope all the peoples around me will aware of this. Stop all the nonsense! Catch every second from now on and make them meaningful ;)

Do Not Look Back and Grieve Over The Past For It Is Gone =)

It has been a long time i didn't go for ice-skating. It was my favourite sport once. I'm so foolish that i'd tried to escape by reject the invitation from my friend to go ice-skating for twice because of the memories it'd brings to me. All the while i'm keeping away from recalling the feeling i've got from skating.

Yesterday my friends suggested the same plan again seen we finally have got one day rest after continued exam for 3 days. This time i had accepted their invitation and had made a decision that no matter how i'm not welling to go, i must overcome with grief.

Surprisingly, today i had a lot of fun with them! Although i did meet some peoples and places that made me thought of my past, they didnt influent me much... I just troubled too much! Heh! I had a wonderful day! Thanks my friends! =)

Getting ready to go in ice rink! phew...!

Having a warm dinner together after a little light exercise =D

What a BAD DAY! sobz...

Just took my elder sis and her boyfriend to airport and they are leaving to Phuket. Supposingly i am with them on the plane now :'( ... we had booked the tickets & hotel room in the early of the year but i've just got to know that the return date crashed with my exam schedule, sobz... Haihz! Although if i can get an earlier ticket to come back, undoubting... i wont enjoy my trip there. I'm not managed to finish my study >.<". Just can blame it on myself hah! Let it be... I'll never regret i chose to stay back :p Phuket! Wait for me! I'll come for you someday in the future! I promise you! =D

~*Love Yourself - (LoVm3)*~

I'm learning to love myself. Feeling this is important not only for my own, but for others as well, especially my family :) Herm...I did made mom & dad, both of my elder & younger sis worried so much about me before... I'm sorry...and i love you with all my heart :)

Sometimes in the silent night, i'll keep on thinking what am i actually living for?... I dont want wealthy life..., power? nop.... healthy? hmm...that's for sure everyone's needs but it's not the main point... knowledge, wisdom? ya... but...all these things i cant bring them with me when the time has come for me to leave... (start scratching my head and messing up my hair sigh*) Is't one considered success if they achieved their dream? I cant find out the answer :'( At this moment, i planned to live a happy life and hope i'll be able to help others with all my strength. Live life now!

You can't love others until you love yourself ; love yourself and only you will be loved. Hope 1 day i'll found my life's meaning and you will found yours too :) I've noticed a page where recommanding some ideas for loving yourself. I like the last sentence of the Day-By-Day paragraph, so.. do the right thing start from this moment to create good passed :) Here's the page & hope you'll enjoy it ;)http://www.lovingyou.com/content/advice/selfhelp/content.php?ART=lovingyourself

Friends! Let a brand new day begin!!

It's exciting! Today is the 1st day of our study week! Yeahh! That's a lot of work and study have to arrange for >.<" Remember the first and foremost step we learned from Mr.Rajah? Planning... ^^" Ahaha... Gambateh! eveyones!! For my friends who are lost and lonely, come on and get alive!! A better tomorrow is waiting for you to build up! >.-

The worst experience in practical till now...

Gosh! How can i still did the same mistake after Xiang & Eric already reminded me to take more attention on that grrrr...... stupid orange chiffon cake!!!! lolx! In the first stage, batter and meringue were so perfect! But we used the whisk to combine them togather...we totally forgot that Donald did taught us before if we combine them with a whisk then we must whisk it gently and shouldn't whisk for too long. The first mistake made our final batter became too watery!

We have to throw the batter away and re-do it for the second time :S This time....batter was good....when i was washing the equipments....suddenly Lina came to me and she told me the meringue have got something wrong again! OMG.... When i saw the meringue...i've got to know that it'd beat for too long :'( I straight away throw the meringue (lolx! waste MIB's money a lot for today :p) and start to make a new one again. This time i stood beside the mixer and pay whole of my attention on the mixing process!! Wahah! Thxs God!!! So lucky that we manage to finish our products in time! Phew... what a tiring day @.@ But finally we'd passed our practical exam and oral test with flying colours!!! Yeahhh!!! Wanted to say thanks for all of you who have encouraged me immensely especially my mom & dad, little sis, jj, and my classmates =D I Love you guys so muchhhh! muakss! Here comes our study week :) Gambateh! and i'll miss you all, sobz...

Waa...can't believe i've got praised by Donald that my swiss roll was rolled nicely!! Thanks Donald for giving me such an encouragement! I really have no confident in rolling swiss roll >.<"

Today's presentation s**ks....

Finally you've got your milk. Lolx! He's waiting so long for it!

**~Happy Ending~**

My new "little" cute friend!

After class i went to Old Town post office to renew my road tax. There were so many people queuing for the number argh.... hate that! The feeling which i always have to go bank and post office when i worked suddenly came back to me! >.<" really scary...hope i need not go back to that situation ever after!

At first i was quite bored sitting there alone and waiting for my turn while listening to my hp's music...After 5 minutes, there was a family (dad, mom, daughter) came in and sat beside me. The little girl was so cute that it makes me want to give her a sweet smile =) Our relationship start with the warm "sweet smile" and she's enjoying playing with me! She's teaching me ABC and we're playing the "eye contact hide & seek" game! Lolz! It's a lot of fun! Kids are always cute and special!I value the simple and pure humanism of them. There are lots of things that i need to learn from them :D Be patient to kids who is around you. But remember dont overindulge them! If not you will undergo suffering like i always do ^^"

Nice to meet you Santeeya! (she's a 6 years old indian girl and i even got her's hp no. too!! lolx)

A "Secret" of U

I've got a secret, and i believe so as you :) Since i joined our MIB's big family, i'd found out that most of us did have secrets and it made me feel sad...many of them are "bad" experiences from our passed. Naturally, we don't want others to know this secret about us or someone we love. But when we met someone that we felt we can rely on, automatically we will share our "secret" with him. I use to keep my secret dead, not because of i do not believe in anyone. It's very hard to find someone who understand my feeling well and i'm a lazy girl which dont like to repeat the same issue again and again..... What passed is passed. Sometimes i'll hold my secret to protect myself and others. I feel that the more you know, the more you'll suffer. Maybe that is why i'm not interested to listen to people's secret if he or she is not willing to tell me.
It's not feeling good to keep secret in you. When something bad happened, we have no choice but to be tough! However, no matter how tough are we... we still need someone to share our sorrow. I'm glad that a girl - my classmate had choosen me to share her's with me today :) Thanks for giving me a chance to know you more. Learn from mistakes and only that can improve ourselves and change us to "a better me". Experience is the best teacher ;)
I'm proud to be your listener for anyone who is in trouble and i can be a good secret's keeper :) I'll try my best to help and hope i can bring happiness to all of you! Chills! My friends ;p